Frustration Station

This wasn't intended to be a personal blog at all. Several of my Women's Studies classmates have insisted that "the personal is the political*" but at this point I'd have to sat "the personal is the physical," because the Loan Monster has re-reared its ugly head and the stress I'm experiencing has thrown off my P90X. Not that I'm doing nothing, mind you... on Thursday I did trapeze class, on Friday I was on the elliptical for half and hour, and over the weekend The Notorious EMP and I celebrated our two year anniversary by taking short hikes around West Virginia.

I haven't been doing P90X, but I haven't been doing nothing.

So, this week I'm going to do a do-over. We shall just erase time, and sally forth as if this week just hadn't happened. Hopefully I'll be able to approach this with high energy, because I need to expel some pent-up anxiety and was *actually* beginning to see some results before the biscuits got to me!

*(but mostly, they were using it to try and make their sex lives seem for important, instead of in the original, more legitimate contextual meaning of the phrase)

Today...

...was difficult.

I call a re-do of this week.

I DID, however, finally make a catch in trapeze though!

D:1, W:3, P:2

Pretty tired today, I must say. Also studying up for a finance test.

Did Pilates today, had to skip yoga due to study-time, gym was packed so didn't do elliptical, but walked home with my backpack. It took an hour and 15 minutes and was (according to mapquest) 3.7 miles, which means that I walked just under 3 miles per hour. Well, what do ya know! And carrying textbook too! This is especially good news because it means I didn't go over my calorie goal as much as I thought.

This is kind of how I get with DailyPlate. The good news is that its less like a calorie obsession and more like a calorie bingo. It also motivates me to do things like randomly job, since that will bring down my net cals, or to have ONE cup of kettle corn, rather then THREE.

So far, so good.

Of course, now I'm hungry again!

Eatins' and Doins'

Post Rasin Bran	1.00	190	1g	0mg	300mg	46g	19g	8g	4g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 Cup Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Almond Breeze Almond Milk	1.00	88	5g	0mg	20mg	10g	1g	7g	1g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 cup Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Chocolate Shake	0.666666666667	275	9g	5mg	295mg	24g	8g	2g	32g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Optional: When did you eat this meal? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Trader Joe's Original Soymilk	1.00	80	3g	0mg	170mg	13g	6g	1g	7g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 8 fl oz
CytoSport Muscle Milk Light	1.00	195	6g	5mg	125mg	11g	2g	1g	25g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 2 scoops (50g)
Arnold Select Sandwich Thins	1.00	100	1g	0mg	230mg	21g	2g	6g	5g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 roll Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Clif Mojo Bar, Mountain Mix	0.33	59	3g	0mg	73mg	7g	4g	1g	3g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 Bar (45g) Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Steak Burger	1.00	240	16g	70mg	65mg	0g	0g	0g	22g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 patty Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Honest Tea Heavenly Honey Green	2.00	70	0g	0mg	10mg	19g	19g	0g	0g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 8 fl oz. Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Annies Salad	1	144	13g	0mg	344mg	3g	1g	2g	2g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Optional: When did you eat this meal? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Spinach	1.00	7	0g	0mg	24mg	1g	0g	1g	1g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 cup (30g)
Red Pepper	0.25	6	0g	0mg	0mg	1g	0g	1g	0g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 middle size (105 g)
Tomato	0.25	1	0g	0mg	0mg	0g	0g	0g	0g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 Slice of tomato (1/4 of tomato)
Annie's Naturals Goddess Dressing	1.00	130	13g	0mg	320mg	1g	1g	0g	1g	x
	^ Total consumed: servings cups tablespoons teaspoons Serving size: 2 Tbsp
Kettle Corn	0.66	79	1g	0mg	0mg	1g	0g	0g	0g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 3 cups Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Bananna Bananna	1.00	110	0g	0mg	0mg	29g	21g	4g	1g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 bananna, 126 g Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Hershey's Chocolate Syrup	1.00	100	0g	0mg	15mg	24g	20g	1g	1g	x
	^ Total consumed: servings cups tablespoons teaspoons Serving size: 2 tbsp (39g) Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Squash Soup	1.00	200	5g	18mg	270mg	32g	0g	3g	6g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 bowl Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Whole Wheat Couscous	1.00	150	1g	0mg	5mg	30g	1g	2g	4g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1/4 cup Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Trader Joe's Vegetable Masala Burger	1.00	120	8g	0mg	360mg	12g	1g	1g	2g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 burger Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Honey	1.00	60	0g	0mg	0mg	17g	16g	0g	0g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 tbsp Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified or more specifically -- 12am 1am 2am 3am 4am 5am 6am 7am 8am 9am 10am 11am 12pm 1pm 2pm 3pm 4pm 5pm 6pm 7pm 8pm 9pm 10pm 11pm
Fitness	Minutes	Calories Burned						Distance	Heart Rate
Pilates	45.0	-183.0								x
Minutes of this exercise: Distance: miles km Heart Rate:
Walk: 3 mph (20 min/mi)	75.0	-393.0